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I made an entirely new SpaceHey account since my IRL friends already knew about my previous one, and I want a safe space away from them to vent about my secrets. But I have to make a confession.
My first MALE (I'm LGBT) crush was my teacher. And it was absolutely painful because it's literally impossible to expect him to return any feelings for me (and if he did, that would have been seriously wrong)
I don't know if I'll ever truly feel the same for anyone else, and the worst part is I can't even try to get him to return his feelings not only because he's married (and happily, it's very wholesome) but also because he would have 0 interest in someone over a decade younger than him.
Now that my secret is on the internet, hopefully there is someone out there who can relate to my pain in some sorta way, finding people who can genuinely relate to my emotions or problems always makes me feel good.
My first crush could have never loved me back
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Lee
Back in my senior high, i also had a crush on my teacher. He was twice my age too. And the only teacher who really cared for me back then. He talks to me when he notices that i have been down or being anxious at class sometimes even tried to ask for art commisions from me but i always deny his request because i am so shy around him. I miss him ngl but hes a good teacher.
Its ok to have crushes on your teachers. Just don't push them to like you back (even tho it hurts)