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Ok so backstory, I travel a lot, and by a lot I mean Iβve been staying places for two weeks at a time. I went to Texas for two weeks to visit my older brother and meet some online friends who also came to Texas from out of state. It was sooo much fun I literally had the best time of my life! I came back to Georgia around a week ago where my parents stay and my mental health is so bad, feeling depression sweeping in and kicking my ass T-T staying in bed for hours and hours doing nothing but starting at the ceiling with Β three different background noises going on, letting my phone die for days straight and just knowing my notifications are racking up higher and higher.What is worse being self aware or not knowing?
I get so worried about my financial problems and scared that I will not have enough or something but I genuinely canβt do anything about it because I canβt get myself out of bed. My sleep schedule is completely warped all over the place from having to make my own schedules and traveling and flying and plans and itβs so hard to get back to a normal schedule when you canβt even charge your phone. Maybe itβs post trip depression?? Who knows at this point.Β
I know that its problems Iβm making for myself (knowing I can get up and do stuff like bring productive or doing dishes or laundry or unpacking from my last long trip and just not) Iβm just ignoring everything and Instead of acting Iβve convinced myself itβs easier to worry than to be active about it. Hopefully I get out of my slump soon because Iβd really love it if I could make some more money for my next trip which will be coming up soon.Β
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Lee
Its ok that your in a slump now and im glad you know where you stand right now but its ok. But forcing yourself to do something is a 1st step. Hope you recover soon!
This means so much to me thank youu
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No problemπππ take care of yourself!
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