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☢☢☢ u know when u can feel it coming and ur like "oh god, it's gonna be one of those days"? yea, today is one of those days. no fancy formatting 4 this post, just raw shit today. does any1 else have those songs where like, it takes u back to a time that u didn't even know that song existed but it feels more relevant then than it does now? like nostalgia 4 a time that never even was, but now it is, created out of thin air from our fucky little brains and a few pretty sounds thrown together in a non-specific but methodic order. corporate manufactured memories, nostalgia built for us to feel robotically by some rich guy in a spinny chair at the head of a table we'll never be able to sit at.
anyways, today that song is "Blue Knees/Bandaid" by Melanie Martinez. it's an unreleased track from quite a few years ago about using relationships (specifically rebounds) as a form of self-harm. i'm listening to it on repeat as i write this. the sound is like this eternal reminder that these scars are permanent wrapped in funky vocals and downturned drums. her sound isn't particularly harsh or loud, which is a far cry from what I usually listen to, but it somehow feels more intimate, like she's singing from a shared heart of a million ugly, broken girls filling their lungs with chemicals to the beat of her tune. spacehey is kinda like that for me. it's small, tucked away in a corner of the internet for our people, makes it easier to be real on here.
i think that's all i have to say right now. feel free to drop any further thoughts in the comments, u can use my page to write ur own psycho babble down, like a lil safe space for all of us freaks. ☢☢☢
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