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i miss being sick
the weight of the world upon my shoulders
weighing heavy on my heart
entangling and strangling with all its might
it pulled me down and wanted me to be 6 feet deeper
the high I felt every day I didn't eat
seeing the scale drop drastically
how I could sip on green tea and stay up late
now I feel like nothing
it feels like waking up from a dream
groggy, trying to put the pieces together of your dream
you almost forget how your life went before
I wish it didn't tease me sometimes
wrapping it's hands around my throat and whispering nasty thoughts into my headÂ
it knows I'm into that shit
and sometimes I crave more and more
maybe I should kick the pills and spiral again
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cybervenus
girl your poetry always hits so hard, love it!
thank u!!! :D
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