its so hard to exist right now

things are going ok for me right now but going incredibly bad for some close people around me. sucks to already be feeling guilty for "thriving" in whatever limited form that might be, but it's ok and i won't let it get to me. just did a killer jog out on a sunny oregon december afternoon and the endorphins feel FANTASTIC. i've got my weekly DJ stream this evening too! trying to keep my head up. hope you're doing alright, spacehey <3