hey everybody!

im... good? HASDKSJDN i mean, i'm finally about to go on a winter break, so thats good, but to be quite honest with you i havent been feeling my best. and its odd, because its not like i feel literally sad. its just, ive felt SO MUCH stress during this past year, that by now i just feel.... nothing. im kinda worried abt it LMAO but i guess its better than just you know, having panic attacks every other day and being anxious all the time. 

i dunno, it just feels like this year has been somehow... worse? yeah, the pandemic started which fkn sucked, but at least i (idk, maybe its just me) had hopes of it ending soon. i thought that maybe, it wouldnt last for long and we could go back to normal. but naaah. i feel that the fact that weve been like this for over a YEAR its kind of.... depressing. 

but anyway!! apart from that im good! been talking to this girl for some time, and i think its getting somewhere:) i really, really like her and i think she likes me too! we arent anything yet (yup, still single as a pringle) but idk! she just makes me feel the happiest. ugh, i hate to get all sentimental on here LMAO but here i am

sooo yeah!! how ur life? i hope good! and i hope covid isnt like, too intense in your area. 

ok take care, stay hydrated andddd see ya! ^^