scared of life

I am (almost) a junior in uni. I'm also struggling with physics....I don't like having bad marks :(. This's my last time repeating this course, and if I don't pass this time I'll be removed from ANY engineering course in my uni.

Although I genuinely wanted to study criminology, but covid hit and my dream got crushed ;(.

I'll do my best, I need to study till I break down as always.