6/17/21

today has kinda sucked. sometimes i feel like im being suffocated in my own thoughts and its not about death but about how things could be so different. i just want things to be different i hate it here. i dont belong wherever i go. maybe im just getting my edgy teenage feeling more or maybe im right. maybe im restless because we haven't seen the change we need in a long time. hopefully tomorrow will be different. hopefully.