i have a lot of feelings

So lately...I’ve been doing not great (as regards my headspace). It can be so discouraging to see old patterns coincide with new problems and just feel like the failures of the past compound the issues of the present and it’s not worth it to try anymore. 

I hate watching myself get more and more cautious, more mentally tired, more conscious of others’ opinions and scared to violate expectation. It’s harder not to care.
I’m feeling better today, though. Maybe my perspective is limited some days because I forget things I’ve learned in the past. Today has reminded me that sometimes, life is not as hard as I think it is and there is hope. 


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