almost the end of the year and i'm loving it

when i say almost the end of the year and i'm loving it i mean i love this circumstance, not how it is: i love how things are right now, at the near end of the year, not the near end of the year itself. the holiday season usually terrifies me. there's something to it, right? yeah. there always will be something to it. something that allures me in, draws me in, tempts me with a lollipop or two, fucks with me, etc. all sorts of metaphors. looks like tiny tim was right: santa claus has got the aids this year. what can you do? just ruminate over ye olde strange novelties that persist during the dead mass media fog. i like talking like this. i always have. this song is sitting in my head again.