tired of everything

im so done with everything n everyone my mom threatened me w military school yesterday cause im still depressed like wtf u got told i would probably have it for the rest of my life n ur acting like it’sa shock whenever i show symptoms like wtf n now she’s telling me i can’t shave my eyebrows or wear skirts that aren’t up to my knee or even fucking tights like wth i just became confident in myself n i can’t even wear the things that make me feel good, n then my friends ha friends sure i told them n then they went wait what happened yesterday like i didn’t fuxking tell them but they just ignored me like fuck u you could care less n ur acting like you do i just hate everything n i fucking relapsed on pills again i’ve been abusing my old prescription for so long like it just really feels like nothing matters no one actually gets it they might get like half of it but not all of it