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something ive been trying to figure out for a few years now is if im broken?
i dont feel? i just kinda know...?
i remember reading in books how someone in love would describe the butterflies and dizziness, how someone happy would describe the warmth taking over their body.
is it a real thing?
i dont feel happy- i just know that atm im chillin, im not sad..?
i dont think ive ever felt love- i just know that i love you. that you bring me comfort and you exiting my life would be the end on the world. ill do anything to prevent it.
i only feel negatively? sadness, anger and jealousy- those 3 i can confidently say i feel. so strong it takes over me completely- its like someone else enters my body, im blacked out. shaking, sobbing, throwing up.
am i broken? is that how everyone else is? is this what feelings actually are or am i missing smth
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🌈🦕💖~Grace~💖🦕🌈
Go to a therapist asap! This is a symptom of depression and some sort of trauma! /gen /nm
xXAngeleXx
sounds like some form of dissociation
charlynn ^_^
i think a lot of people are diffrent and how we feel and cope with things, maybe the way you feel love is diffrent from how i feel it or another person, i dont think there is anything wrong with that, or maybe it could be something you havent really expeirenced to feel? i dont know but i hope this could help a little
kooru
i've felt like this my whole life and then found out im autistic :/ maybe research neurodivergency traits, and if you really relate, seek out a professional ? im not trying to diagnose u but i went thru smth similar and was so confused abt my feelings too :> autism in particular is pretty under diagnosed in gen, esp in women
rakun
i think feelings are different for a lot of people; some people relate happiness with warmth, others with just content. negative feelings are always stronger; cause it’s an overthinking emotion. there’s nothing wrong with questioning how you feel or whether you don’t feel things like others. everyone’s different, and emotions are all over the place, just go with the flow and let yourself feel things. writing in a journal helps, you could revisit it and see how your emotionals do change. just be yourself and go through the motions.
chi i wish i could explain to u just how much comfort u bring me. ily.
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always here for u girlboss 💅🏼
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crazyboi
You are definitely missing something. Not sure how to help, but maybe go to a therapist.
thank you :( trust me ive been thru so many and they just dont seem to understand what i mean. they're just so quick to just pop a name and diagnose me w smth that doesnt feel like it fits. i want help not a title. idk how i could make them understand
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I'm not really sure how to help, but I urge you go keep looking for a good therapist. If you're on any medications sometimes they can have an effect like that, but not exactly like that.
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