Trying to get through it

Around seven twenty five am on June fifth I heard my mom mentioned having chest pain again. Mom told me that she's going to the hospital. I said that I'll go with her. We left around seven twenty nine am. My oldest sister drove us there with my nephew being in the car as well. He wanted to ride along. My youngest sister didn't felt well. She was relaxing for most of today. She is trying to get better. It was during seven forty am when my mom and I arrived to the hospital emergency room. It took less than ten minutes for a nurse to see mom. This particular hospital was much better than the previous ones. Although we were there for hours. It wasn't unusual being there for a certain amount of time. I thought since they were trying to determine why mom is had the chest pain. Mom had to get two different test done including an x-ray along with it. I was allowed to go inside the hospital room with mom. During two fifty pm we had left. My oldest sister went back to pick up mom and I. We had went to Starbucks coffee at three twenty pm. We went in the drive through section. This time we didn't get out to go inside. I had a medium mango dragon fruit refresher drink with banana nut bread. I could have gotten a pumpkin bread. Although I chosen not to get it. Mom had gotten a large iced coffee. My oldest sister had the same with pumpkin bread. My nephew also was with us. He had a small refresher drink with pumpkin bread. My youngest sister didn't want anything from Starbucks. She wasn't feeling well as mentioned. We had stopped by for a short amount of time. It was minutes past five pm when going to publix. We arrived back a couple of minutes later. We didn't much from there. Mom cooked rice with steamed shrimps at seven pm. For June fifth I was trying to keep my thoughts together. I really couldn't since Angel passed away. I did continued on with the day. Asking myself why things happened the way they do. I do understand that Angel isn't suffering anymore. It doesn't make it any less sad that she isn't here. Late yesterday ago my mom had mentioned that Angel can eat the romaine lettuce. This happened when she looked in the refrigerator. My mom said that she still couldn't believe it. My sisters both have said Angel's name out of nowhere. We know that she's gone. It's definitely a process. On June fifth it's been four years since grandpa passed away. He was one of the most nicest and considerate people I knew. For after midnight I was awake for awhile before going to sleep. Although I fell asleep a little earlier than the night before. I woke up on June sixth at eight am. During the afternoon time mom left at eleven am. She went to get an important errand done. She took the train to and from there. She arrived back at five pm. We had received a call from our brother. He spoken to us about Angel and how things were going. My brother actually called the day Angel passed away. He asked what happened and we had explained. It's my grandmother's eighty second birthday today. We had called her at one pm. I was inside for today. I did journal writing at five pm. I was also playing mobile games. It's the start of a new week. I'm trying to get through it and I will eventually. We'll get through it four certain. I will continue on with the rest of tonight. It's six pm in Florida at this moment. Peace until next time.