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So I died

So hi there em I kinda died for a bit there huh, a lot has happened on my end including a lot of depression and other shitty mental stuff but Im hoping to get back into doing more than laying in bed watching youtube. Might honestly just make this place a diary kinda thing or like a little personal blog. 

 But yeah I started watching Detective Conan (Case closed) over 1000 episodes to watch coz Im a dumbass who has put off watching this for years and I do mean years like 5 at least at this point but hopefully, I can get through it coz Im bad at finishing things, wish I had someone to keep me accountable lol. Im also waiting on the new episodes of the Netflix adaptation of Shaman King I've been hella enjoying it Ryu is my fav character Im not even gonna apologise I just love the guy. 

 I really enjoyed Legends Arceus when that came out its almost my new fav Pokemon game if only it was more fleshed out, if GF continues on this path with the games oh boy will that be nice. Im also getting worried about the idea of gen 5 remakes post the fuck up that was BDSP but also like I don't feel like gen 5 need remakes even if they do happen.... well when they do happen like what will they remake BW or B2W2, Id honestly love to see both BW and B2W2 combined into one remake on one cartridge I think that would be pretty dope and new, Id also love to see these games in the PLA style but I doubt that would work and I love the idea of a mainline game on year 1 of a new gen, on year 2 a remake and on year 3 a new Legends game but also that would also be a lot but man idk, either way, the thing we are all focused on should probably be Scarlet and Violet (man I hate that name combo), I love the grass starter a lot I hope it stays on 4 legs coz man I don't want another Litten situation coz man that deffo put poor Litten lower on my tier list of starters. Im not one for speculation or leaks for new games tho so imma leave it at that really but I do like how the region is looking. 

 In other news, all the Eurovision songs have been announced and Im not really hyped its just so slow and ballady and idk man I'm just not into that really, I usually don't really mind slow ballad songs at ESC but there's just so many this year where Im like just bored ngl. However, I do have my favs for the year those being Estonia, Moldova, San Marino and Latvia but if I figure it out ill attach a pic of my official tier list just in case here's a link to my tweet about it (https://twitter.com/is_toxicc/status/1503866056187723779?s=20&t=BSm4GC-kwM58If1cnDPeBg) coz yeah I don't actually know HTML and my brain is too small for it all really haha. But yeah tho Im usually a Ukraine stan but this year is an oof just doesn't work for me tho I can see why the bookies are saying they will win coz ~the war~ which I don't really wanna talk bout coz of how close my family is to the Ukraine border. But yeah Im scrappin the Bookies this year for real I jut don't agree with them, especially on how high the UK is coz man I only have negative feelings on that song. But I won't bore yall with Eurovision coz I doubt yall care. 


 Speaking of boring people man I feel like I always bore people when I talk about things I like coz of my days back at school coz I was never into things my peers were into especially my female ones (coz you know born with tiddy and all that) and like I never really had people who liked what I liked and always made fun of it and stuff, idk man I wanna talk about my past and traumay stuff but like I feel like people don't care and I bother them when I do talk about it, man I really need to see a therapist again. 

 Anyway, I don't wanna make this too long so ill end it here I hope I didn't bother yall too much have a lovely whatever time of day (no judgment trust), stay safe, and have a good time. 

 Follow me on twitter on @is_toxicc and like maybe check out my carrd. <3


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