dads and daughters

daughters usually grow up loving their dads. but when does all that change? i haven’t spoken to my dad in 3 months after a dreadful new year’s eve eve (yes i purposely put eve twice), my friend said he was proud of me overall but also because it must not been easy. except, it actually was easy, seeing him that night was the last straw for me and leaving is easy to do when emotionally you had already left this person years ago…just not physically. when i was little, i was told i was a “daddy’s girl”, as far as i know after all, he was the first person to hug me, the first person i danced with. so when did all of that change for me to leave him so easily???