Goodbye to Angel

Hours ago I said goodbye to Angel. My oldest sister was also with Angel. That's was one of the most difficult things to see. The appointment was for eleven forty am. Angel passed away around twelve forty five pm. Two days before things kept getting worst for Angel. The fact that Angel didn't have a heart condition was obvious. It was cancer instead and the first veterinarian couldn't get a correct diagnosis. Why made us thought she had a heart condition if that wasn't the case. The medication made her worst. It was a fact I've seen in a course of two days. It was cancerous tumors in her lungs. The doctor we took Angel to knew it right away. I had time to say goodbye. My oldest sister also told Angel goodbye. She adopted Angel ten years ago as a baby bunny. It was tough for us to see Angel living for the last time. It was painful to see. My nephew was home along with my youngest sister. Before we left they said goodbye to Angel. To see my nephew terribly upset was the most difficult thing. My youngest sister mentioned she was prepared since hearing Angel had cancer. She's disappointed that Angel couldn't at least have a few more months with us. Although she understood the severity of cancer in this case with Angel. My mom also said goodbye to Angel before going to the post office. She wanted Angel to be saved. We all wanted that yet Angel couldn't make it. I wanted things to turn our differently for sure. Looking at Angel's stuffed teddy bears and her bed is awful. To know she's not coming back physically is beyond disbelief. I'm trying to process all of what happened today. For us it will take some time. Angel was with us for ten years. That's a real bond and I have many great memories of her. I really hate cancer. I've lost many family members to cancer. I will continue on with tonight the best I can. It seems unreal how terrible things keep happening. I need some time to think. Peace until next time