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Insecurities

I have a lot of insecurities, even if I look confident from the outside.


There is my acne. I have suffered from acne since I was 11. Thankfully, it hasn't been anything severe, but enough to leave scars on my face, arms and back. It is the reason why I don't like wearing strapless shirts or dresses unless I have a shirt underneath that covers my skin. As for my face, I already have scars since I have a really bad habit of popping pimples when I see one. I can't leave them alone, and that has to stop. My acne was bad during my teen years, and I was told that it would go away after I turned 18. I'm 21 and my acne isn't as bad, but it's still there. I've tried a lot of natural facemasks but some worsen my skin and others do help but not to the point  where I see really good results. And I do not have any money to buy those nice face masks or facial creams.

Then there is my blindness. I have very bad eyesight and I can't see more than 3 inches away. I have worn glasses since I was in 3rd grade and I think wearing glasses makes my face look uglier than it already is. Other people look really cute in glasses and they rock them, but I just... don't :(

My legs are another thing I'm really insecure about. I have hairy, (but not that hairy) legs. They look like man's legs just hitting puberty. My hairs are dark and I don't like wearing shorts outside because I feel like they stand out too much. 

And last but not least, my body. I am a very skinny girl, already underweight. I do not have a very healthy relationship with food. I am skinny, but still insecure about my body. That is all I'm going to say about that. I don't want to dive deep into my eating habits. 


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Hey, I think you look great, after all, the insecurities are just insecurities, don't listen to them that much, take care of your body but don't worry about the things you can't change, I hope you get to enjoy food just so you feel healthy, skinny is not bad, it's pretty hot if you ask me, but you need to be healthy above all, maybe try cooking and by doing it yourself maybe you will love the food you make


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