Insecurities

There is my acne. I have suffered from acne since I was 11. Thankfully, it hasn't been anything severe, but enough to leave scars on my face, arms and back. It is the reason why I don't like wearing strapless shirts or dresses unless I have a shirt underneath that covers my skin. As for my face, I already have scars since I have a really bad habit of popping pimples when I see one. I can't leave them alone, and that has to stop. My acne was bad during my teen years, and I was told that it would go away after I turned 18. I'm 21 and my acne isn't as bad, but it's still there. I've tried a lot of natural facemasks but some worsen my skin and others do help but not to the point  where I see really good results. And I do not have any money to buy those nice face masks or facial creams.

Then there is my blindness. I have very bad eyesight and I can't see more than 3 inches away. I have worn glasses since I was in 3rd grade and I think wearing glasses makes my face look uglier than it already is. Other people look really cute in glasses and they rock them, but I just... don't :(

My legs are another thing I'm really insecure about. I have hairy, (but not that hairy) legs. They look like man's legs just hitting puberty. My hairs are dark and I don't like wearing shorts outside because I feel like they stand out too much. 

And last but not least, my body. I am a very skinny girl, already underweight. I do not have a very healthy relationship with food. I am skinny, but still insecure about my body. That is all I'm going to say about that. I don't want to dive deep into my eating habits.