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i've been into a range of occult and metaphysical topics since i was child and i'm still learning a lot more, exploring my spirituality and all thru it.. very interesting stuff !! but isn't it ironic that i'm starting to feel that the life i'm living seems.. redundant?
i'm aware i should just be here to enjoy the human experience but i cant help but to be really excited for the afterlife regardless if i end up reincarnating or it's pitch black or i reach nirvana or whatever's out there... i don't know... i think i'm just tired of having to maintain this flesh cage you call a body........ dont get me wrong.. i love life! i love the experiences i have had and the people i've met.. good or bad... but i just don't care to maintain a body. it's tedious. if i could just float among others like a spirit but still be interacted with.. that'd be cool. i just don't really wanna do the daily things like sleeping, eating, showering, just overall things to keep your body in good condition.. i just don't wanna maintain anything.
this is kinda sounding emo T____T
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sadgrl.online
I know what you mean, waiting for the technology to upload myself to the internet!
like serial experiments lain LOL!
by lenny; ; Report