Ranting...

To start off this blog I just want to say I have bipolar disorder... Which causes me to do impulsive acts. Yesterday I thought it would be a good idea to dye my hair all red and do it on molly... So that's what I did and I'm telling you, I have never had so much fun by myself. I'm in love with my hair so so much now! I actually didn't fuck it up. Currently have been off of school for a month because I was admitted to the hospital due to my mental heath. So I had an idea to completely go back to school unrecognizable. I don't want to go back though.. I find peace in my room. Its my safe space. Also to top that I have lodes of homework I need to do but haven't had the energy to do it. I have a learning disability which makes it hard for me to focus on my shit. I just want to sleep and hope everything goes away.. I'm so overwhelmed!! Life doesn't feel real anymore...