Trying to make it better

On May thirtieth things went okay and that's better than the alternative. I look at it that way because how things currently going. I was writing inside my journal after midnight. I watched the news and a documentary before drifting off into sleep. I didn't wanted to watch television too much. I woke up at nine am. Angel was doing okay throughout May thirtieth. She ate timothy hay and timothy hay pellets as normally. It was the same with drinking water. Angel has been eating one of her favorites which is parsley. My youngest sister was looking after Angel while we left at eight pm. My nephew also was at home watching Angel. We are all very concerned. On May tenth we first noticed the medication that was prescribed to Angel caused her to react to things differently. Most importantly her heart was beating faster than usual which was awful to see her go through. This wasn't the case prior to taking medication. For the rest of May thirtieth my oldest sister cooked steak with rice and corn on the cob. On Memorial Day let's take the time to remember those who loss their lives while serving and defending the country. I think it's important to remember the brave men and women who made sacrifice. For Memorial day things have been quiet. Since late after midnight I felt awful. The wisdom teeth pain on my right side was excruciating. I've been taking the medication which worked mostly until a certain time. For today nothing seemed to work for pain. The tylenol capsules and ibuprofen pill didn't last longer than two hours. I do have a dentist appointment. Although it's not close to being this week. I woke up at eight am. My youngest sister wasn't feeling well today. She didn't have the appetite to eat anything. She has a doctor's appointment for tomorrow. Angel was eating timothy hay and timothy hay pellets. I also seen her drink water a couple of times. I noticed Angel was laying down a bit more than yesterday ago. Her heart beat wasn't fast. I noticed Angel earlier with a fast heart beat. It stopped around afternoon time. Angel was doing okay for most of today. The veterinarian hospitals haven't reply to my emails due to holiday hours. I actually called an emergency exotic veterinarian office at one pm. They placed me on hold many times. I still feel awful about it. We are continuing to monitor Angel despite her doing okay at the moment. My oldest sister also have been contacting the emergency exotic veterinarian hospital in the area. We are all hoping a veterinian will help us with Angel. At five pm I had left with my oldest sister and mom to publix supermarket. We had gotten a few items while there. Overall I could say it wasn't a good month for me. A lot of things have left me distraught and worrisome. I'm referring to things that went on with my mom, nephew, youngest sister and Angel. I want things to get better. My oldest sister cooked ribs with collard greens at nine pm. It's two am in Florida and june first. As of this moment I'm not feeling quite tired. I will get some sleep eventually. Peace until next time.