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The relationship started out mutual when i was a child. I would climb trees all day long and play play play. Finding i only needed a couple of bites of mac and cheese to fuel me through... Then my mom would MAKE me finish the food i DIDN'T want, because wasting food was UNEXCEPTABLE in our household..
Later on when i was about 15 years old i found my jeans to be a bit tighter and decided to go on the snickers and potato stick diet to keep me slender and weak. 1 snickers a day with a serving of potato sticks!
As i grew into my 17 year old body i thought it would be a good idea to donate blood (which freaks me out) just to get out of math class. (Lol silly me) the requirement was weighing 125 pounds as i thought i was a porker, so not a problem.
As i waited nervously an older man said with quite an attitude.. "You DON'T weigh 125 pounds!" i was embarrassed and super upset he thought i was fat. Lmao, but it turns out my body hadn't fully processed the vaccine i got 6 months ago. So i couldn't donate.. So i was on my way with my FREE diet soda and pretzels releaved!
The moral of this story is i had body dysmorphia and was not 125 pounds (prolly 110) never weighed myself, never tracking calories. As i got older i started to gain weight, and thought i was fat because i wanted to eat as much as my dad.. I went on to the vegan lifestyle where you can make pretty much anything out of cashews. .Sauces, drinks, and even cheese! Ugh don't try to make vegan cheese sauce, it's a fucking waste of time! So after that i pretty much went off the rails for my cheese craving as it started to get werid.. I transitioned to normal way of eating blah blah blah.
Today i just ate like an athlete and I'm fucking jazzed to do pullups and one up my Pole instructer.😂
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