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lol so i made my mom come pick me up from school cause i was literally sobbing uncontrollably like it was bad i was just exhausted n tired of everything, so we get into the car she starts yelling at me blah blah we get home n i immediately go to hide in the bathroom n we’re arguing from their, she eventually calls a hotline ig n she starts telling me she’s gonna take me to the hospital n i was like no ur not so yea that’s a back n forth thing while i hide in the bathroom, eventually my sister gets me to open the door n talk to them, they start telling me how the tired n frustrated cause they’ve been doing everything they can to help me for like 4 years now n they’re tired of me being how i am which im like shit sorry i have depression like they fucking told my mom i would most likely have it for the rest of my life cause ive had it since i was a little kid n she’s acting like it’s a surprise now n it’s like i haven’t had a breakdown like this in a long time but you gotta understand im gonna have a bad day every now and then, like i just needed to cry n let it out not all the shit they were trying to do