A year in

It has been a year since i have been out of HS, i feel like i haven't done much since and yet everyone else has. My friends are getting proposed to and some have moved away. I've found who i believe i want to spend eternity with. I have been sober from hard drugs and feel like shit because i have no escape. I've bought roller skates in a hope that i can use it to distract me from the fact i have gotten nowhere and have no real friends that want to hang out with me because they enjoy my company rather than just because we have known each other for a long time. im helping a family member start of her business but i do 80% of the work and i am not getting payed to be on my feet 8 hrs a day and only walking out with the 5 dollars from tips. i am such a push over and idk but i also know im getting used and worked to the bone.

anyway I AM TIRED!!