Life rn

Anywayyss i have been so stressed lately i even went to the guidence counceler obvi not telling her about whats actually going on but just venting abt random stuff.  And i have realised i will always be a single pringle, basically its my 1st year of highschool (yr 7) ik im young. but every single one of my friends have already gotton a bf in the 1st half of the term. like dude chill out yk, and the funny thing is that none of the realationships have lasted more then 2 weeks. its kinda pointless dating at my age like it wont get you anywhere and some of the boys are incredibly hopeless. i feel like my friends rly need my mind set of F BOYS. its very childish of me but quite frankly i couldnt giva a sh!t. anyways so athletics are coming up and me and my friends have decided to ditch after my 800m race, im actaully very excited but also nervous bc my mum might find out, but i also think my mum needs to learn that im coming to that age of being ruthless. anyways i rly hope ditching goes smoothly.