frustrations

    Hi this blog entry will act as a sort of vent but very open to advice. I currently live at home with my parents and am not in a position to get a job quite yet but I'm working on it. They are very..controlling and religious. They say they're open minded but go on rants about how my friends are attention seekers or sinners for being gay. Thing is I'm a huge fucking queer; in terms of gender I'm significantly closer to being male as opposed to female. I have to present femininely however, out of fear of persecution and shame from my parents. I truly believe they'd kick me out if they ever found out I was trans or an atheist. I have been pulled multiple times and asked if I had been praying enough..it's funny really. I think I'd be a great actor if not for my introverted-ness. I've been playing the role of a christian girl pretty well.