I feel like whenever I freaking try to do something new my parents look at me like I'm gonna fucking fail. They give me these blank looks of disbelief and it makes me so fucking angry. It's like they don't believe I can do shit and it ties in to a lot of the fucking anger I feel towards them, especially my mom.
I keep my thoughts to myself a lot but when I decide to share some of the anxieties I feel she doesn't fucking care and looks at me like I'm stupid. That's such bullshit, she's a therapist and my mom, you'd think she wouldn't fucking act like that. She also never believes me when I tell her I'm not feeling right. Like I think my constant boredom is a little more than your average boredom but she doesn't seem to see that even though I fucking explained that it's not just fucking boredom and I think I might be a little depressed but noooo she won't fucking hear of it.
I'm mainly just fucking angry when my fucking parents act like I'm not capable of shit and look at me like a fucking failure. They're not much fucking better how dare they look at me like that those fucking idiots I hate them
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