emo bands/my obsession/

like the way Vic fuentes rights about women, the star metaphors, like im obsessed,or how the color blue is referenced, same with in Fall out boy, like it's all i'll wear. Or the concept of revenge no extremely excites me just because of three-cheers, and the worst part is no one will understand, i live in a small conservative redneck town god help me, not only that im not even apart of the generation where emo music/culture was popular.