03/16/2022

Today was a hard day. Yesterday my mom got sent to the mental hospital. I know she needed it, but I feel like I've lost everything now. I just couldn't get myself out of bed. I feel like a zombie, a feeling I haven't had in a while. How am I supposed to get on with my days without any source of security? I don't even want to better myself. I know I should be spending my spring break with friends like any other 16 year girl, but I  keep finding myself being comforted by the isolation. I don't even feel alive anymore. After laying in bed all day I eventually found this platform existed, and it made me feel a bit refreshed. I hope there are no problems with me talking about any of my issues on here. I always try to exclude the obvious triggers in my life to the public. Is there anyway I can boost my motivation and eventually seek out in friendship again. I already feel like a failure in life, and I want to turn around my life even if it's little by little. I love you all, stay safe.