FIRST ENTRY (diary vibes 🥴)

Hey everybody it's my first time on here and it's suppose to be like MySpace which is so so cool. It just gives me that minecraft, Joey Graceffa, duct tape wallets, tumblr, caprisuns, LPS, monster high, furby's and a i am a child and have nothing to worry about kinda vibe, yk? Anyways, today i had an okay day but one of my bff's is like super depressed lately so she hasn't been in the mood to talk and all, but i think my other friend got mad at me. I was hitting her stizzy in my backpack and I knew a lot of smoke was finna come out so when I exhaled it was a big poof (luckily we had a sub and she didn't see tho). I'm getting a disposable stizzy tommorow FINALLY my plug kept on saying that they'll "lmk" when they can give it to me but motherfucker it's almost Friday i can't wait a whole week before you tell me you're ready, so i paid him fucking $50 when it was SUPPOSE to be $45 but ig it's like amazon prime or sumthin, paying extra for fast shipping or whaever. ANYWAYS, there's this guy who texted me on my cousin's quince this past Satuday (today's Wednesday) he's super nice but a bit of a try hard, like he obvi likes me but i don' think i like him like that, cause I have another crush (i call her cinnamon roll) but i previously had a crush on someone my friends and i call breadsticks (originally known as toothfairy before i exposed myself which is a story for a another time). So i liked breadsticks but then they got a gf which i heard from a BUNCH of other people but didn't believe until i heard breadsticks say it themself, i swear it seems like they're flirting with me sometimes! but like obvi not cause they have a gf. Cinnamon roll is my latest crush and she is so nice and funny and sweet we're always hanging out and talking, we also planned to play minecraft tonight with one of our other friends. Anyways back to this guy, he tries way to hard to be that "therapist" friend but he's so bad at it, I'm the literal definition of a perfect therapist (according to my friends, real therapists say i'm pretty good too) cause I'm always giving them the best advice and say the perfect things and get what they're going through cause I go thorough it too. But this guys has this hero complex and it makes me wanna puke, literally. Cause here's the thing, i lost a bunch of weight and my friends noticed at the beginning of the school year, but so did people who knew me in middle school. My friend from another high school told me that her friends that I DONT EVEN KNOW told her that I was skinny now and I'm pretty sure other people found out including him, so i don't fucking know what he wants but yesterday night when we were face timing I was screen sharing and scrolling through TikTok and ig like really skinny girls were on my fyp and I had a "health" folder on my homescreen (which also included mental health stuff), he asked why I have it on my phone and if i was insecure about my weight, he continued to ask how much I weigh?? Like what the actual fuck? I'm sorry but that felt so inappropriate to me cause when I told him that I didn't want to tell him he did that sound people make when they're disappointed and persisted to know, like that grossed me the fuck out. I guess that was my lil rant, but yeah if you read thanks 😜 and have a nice day hopefully you won't meet someone like that egghead (that's gonna be his nickname now which is perf since he actually has an egghead).