I had a nerve test today!!!

IT WAS HELL oh my god

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so they stick these wires to you, and literally SHOCK YOU!!! FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES.

oh my god getting shocked was the worst, it was like pushing a marble through my veins with every shock.

the whole prodding with a needle was actually more bearable, they stuck it into my arm and hand  like 7 times, but at least that just  felt like getting a shot 7 times. the worst part was getting pricked by the needle and having to to push back against the doctor!!!!!!! that sucked. oh but it doesnt compare to the headache i got from the lights on the train back home...

*sigh* x_x

i just woke up from my headache nap too.

atleast my family is starting to take my pain more seriously, my dad really wants to help me get  a setup that is actually suited to my needs.

right now im sitting on the edge of my bed with my laptop on a tablle just bg enough to fit its width in front of me lmao. its not really GOOD but its what ive got. thank fuck im gonna get a desk with arm room soon.

speaking of, im going to really draw less and less until then, ive got one secret santa but imreally not feeling good rn. im scared i wont be able to do it, yk?

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