first poem on here xD

i am bear-infested woods. a bunny right in the middle of it. my house is on fire. my hands are burning. i’m punched in the stomach until i coughing up blood. splatter on the bathroom floor.  there are hell hounds outside the door. there’s a thorn bush inside my throat. i am trying to reject my suffering but it is just a sacrifice for something else. i desire. i know karma is real. i know there are fish who remember every part of a river, i know there are butterfly migrations. there are fairies and mermaids and aliens maybe. am i hopeless or will i, someday, be saved? pulled from the water again by you?