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A wreckingball crashing through the wall of my brand new home, i try to rebuild my house just so i can break it down again. Picking up the pieces and putting them back together only to smash them .... again, and again, and again, and again, and again...

construct

destruct

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I wish i could hold your hand and take you somewhere nice, a field overtaken by butterflies. I will kiss your soft lips, your red cheeks, your gorgeous neck. I want to run my fingers trough your shiny hair, down your neck, down your spine. I want to hear your adorable laugh, your footsteps in the rain, with you even in the depths of winter I feel like I'm in Spain,

Do you like my hair? I straightened it just for you because I know you hate curls,

Do you like my short skirt? I picked it out because I know you like looking at my body,

Do you like my makeup? I i wore a natural look because you like 'natural' girls,

Do you like my shoes? I didn't wear heels because I know you don't like me towering over you,

Do you like the way i'm quiet? I know you don't like girls with strong opinions,

Do you like me? Or do you like the way i make you feel?

I love you like i love the sun falling on my face, warm and happy

I love you like i love the smell of fresh flowers, the way you make my life less dull

I love you like i love a warm cup of tea on a cold day, comforting and assuring me that everything will be ok

I love you like i love reading when it's raining, taking me somewhere that sounds like a dream

I love you like i love you

my girl is crazy

she loves spending time in the rain,

i think she's fucking insane

i hate the rain

i hate the smell of it

i hate the cold wet drops falling on my face

it makes my flat ironed hair curl up

i love my girl

she's like the sun

i love the sun

i love the warm feeling

i love the way it brightens my day

it makes everything so much more vibrant

i miss my girl

i miss my sun

i'm the ghost wandering through your apartment,

i've seen you wander too.

from space to space waiting for her to reply,

i would reply right away but i'm dead to you.