~Trigger~ ED

~Eating disorder trigger~

I don't really talk about my eating disorder on here but this shit is happening today.

So I had lunch, a veggie bagel sandwich.

I'm fighting everything in my power to keep the food down.

I have like a lump in my throat.

The big thing about my body is that it loves to vomit so if I end up losing my battle,

I'll not only being throwing up my lunch, but also my dinner.

So my day tomorrow will be fucked and I'll be shaking when I wake up.

So 20 mins later... I'm leaving work now, I got my coworker to pat me on the back

just had to burp! Glad I didn't end up throwing up and going down that rabbit hole.

Speak to you tomorrow byes! What did you have for lunch?

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