song #1

*this is the first song i had ever written at the time i wrote it, i think it was around february 2020?*

minor trigger warning, mention of r*zor blade and blood

[verse 1]

i go in thinking that you'll fix me, but it's only temporary

you leave me worthless, hopeless, helpless, unable to breathe

you're some kind of addiction, now i'm crying on the floor

i'm feeling worthless, hopeless, helpless, i'm out of my mind.

[bridge]

you're leaving scars all up my body, making marks that last for every

but nobody really wants me, so what does it even matter?

[chorus]

i made you my escape and now i'm tied into a corner

and now there's no way out unless i let you take over

but you're messing in my head, and i don't know what you're doing

all i know is that i'm lost and you're the only thing tying me down

[verse 2]

you've got me trained to go straight for your blade, i'm trying to get stronger

but i just can't seem to break the habit of you

you've stuck yourself into my head, i can't control it any longer

i just need to print your lines deep into my skin

[bridge]

[chorus]

[bridge 2]

i've worked so hard, think it's time to let go. i can't keep going on like this but it's the only way i know

[repeat x3]

[chorus 2]

i made you my escape, but now i broke out of the corner

i found my way out from the darknedd back into the light

you were holding me back. but now i'm moving on

i'll cut you out of my life, disconnect you from your source

i don't have to bleed my pain out, i can find another way

all i know is, if i'm lost, you're not the only thing tying me down

[song ends c:]

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Alatus<3

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its great

c: thanks!