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so i have this idea for a song and in my head I've fully made it, it's like idk kinda like sarah in the bathroom vibes. it doesn't have actual singing over most of it but like a phone call vibe with some vocals and music idk if it'd be good but id like it.
the lyrics go like
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ya know recently ive been feeling really shitty
like more than normal i dunno
i just
it feels like everything that could be wrong with a person is what i am
and like
the world woul;d be bettr without me ya know?
im not gonna kill myself or anything
at least not at the moment
but i just
ugh
yu know that feeling where evbryones usuing you for something
your time
sex
trust
and you dnt think anyone actual;ly cares?
yeah that
thats uh
thats been all ive felt for a while
and i dontknow if im mad or sad
i dont know what to do man
i just
i dont wanna talk about this
youre all ive got at this point
everyone else will leave if they ee me bein weak like this
ya know the flashbacks theyve got
bad.. again
yeah they went away for a bit
but now all i see is uhm
their dumb faces
and stupid hair
i can feel their hands burning in my skin
and their mouths attacking my neck its
its hell
my personal hell
everyday
and the physical pain is
its bad
so bad
i cant fix it
doctors wont rewally do anything besides referals
and like
im still expected to be normal
get up
walk around
go to college
look after kids
i
...i cant take this sht anymre im gnna fuckin-
sorry
im getting stupid again arent i
well ujhm
see you later man
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ik theres alot of typos but ya know
its an idea
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