him <3_<3

so i have this friend n i have like the biggest crush on him :<< (wi can call him mj) n the problem is, i dated his best friend (lem) :// i broke up wif lem bcuz i had feelings for mj :< so wen i firs met mj he had a gf  >:(( but they broke up like a week into me meetin mj idk if issa coincidence or naw :// n now mj going for his first gf again bcuz he did her dirty thr firs time they dated >:(( i wan him to love me n sometimes he so sososo sweet then he tell me he uncomfy wif me???? wat the fuk >:(( he evin kiss me on the lippies n the forhead :<< i wen to party last satrday n he even took care of me <3_<3 he my bsf rn but i wan him to b mi bf  >:(( i lov him sm i just want him to love me back in the way i lov him sigh