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moving back to my home town has me feeling anxious but i'm eager for this change. the people around me are leeching off my energy and it has me exhausted in all plausible aspects... i feel restless, i feel back-tracked and stagnant.
i am, however, far too focused on what's ahead. longing the smell of the ocean and the dewiness in the air. my time in the mountains have humbled me; it's been a rollercoaster of emotions altogether. i can wholeheartedly say that i feel much stronger and more independent than a year ago. a lot of good things have happened i have to admit; i branched out and went through colorados' seasons with her.
i hope i don't pick up old (bad) habits upon my return. i trust that i'll improve my lifestyle.. i hope to learn how to be more present. motivated but without taking life too seriously..
i keep trying to remind myself that my brain is still in development, why the hell is it filled with so many worries? and anxieties? of things that haven't happened yet?
anyway,
i felt like typing out what the voice inside my head keeps mumbling on about.
time to power off/
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