I hate school smh

Okay, I've been wanting to go to my dream school sonce forever, my brother has gotten in, and it's one of the best schools in our state, but i really dont think im getting in. I have 4 f's and I am NOT showing that to my parents, especially knowing how mad my dad got when i had a 70 on my math test. Ughh im so pissed, nothing ever goes my way, but idk maybe this week will be different?? Lets hope so.