1st blog entry. 3.12.22

I believe there is little to say, as I have not kept a diary in years. Other than that I created this SpaceHey account on a whim after my spouse requested me to, I don't think much has been going on in my life outside of the drama and that is constantly tiring me.

I'm quite content with my life's comfort. Earlier this morning, my grandma ordered me an Akito Nesoberi as part of my birthday present. I can't wait to throw him at the wall. I have also been playing Danganronpa for the past two days, and spring break starts next week.

I wish the break could start much sooner though. Everybody I know has been drained and burnt out from school and just needs an extremely long, fulfilling break, myself included. I wish for the schoolwork and friendship drama that has been plaguing me and resting on my shoulders to cease quickly. I would rather not go into depth about either, as merely thinking about it makes me dizzy and exhausted.

On a more positive note, I have been showered with love from my partners and close friends over the past few days, thanks to them being so caring about me. I do not deserve such kindness, but I will return the favor to them regardless. They do mean the world to me and I wish to keep them in my life for as long as I possibly can. Unlike some others, they continue to be there for me and I wish to express my gratitude. Additionally, I've been trying my best to slip out of my depressive episode caused by the negativity in my life. I have been doing my best to maintain a healthy sleeping and eating schedule, as well as trying to be productive in any aspect I can. When I feel such a way, it's quite refreshing for a change.

Is that all you do in a diary? Gossip away, talk about what makes you happy and what pisses you off, until there's nothing left on your shoulders but a sigh of relief? Why, that's almost much better than therapy. The only person listening is myself, and, well, the whole internet. Perhaps I'm taking this silly little website a bit too seriously.