me being a writer

I love writing more than some members of my family . It's a hobby since birth , when I was a dumb teenager I thought I'm born to be a writer but then I realized that no one would read my shit except for mom and my soulmate . Lately , I've been into sensual writings but it's an art that not anyone can understand , it's complicated especially when you're the main character of your own writings  (guess I have a God complex )