a song text cause it says what i cant

I'm all choked up, I can not talk
I've got a fucked up brain, fucked up thoughts
Thought I was okay but then I guess not
Hope you know that this is your fault

Want you to feel bad when you go to sleep
Hope you're sad when you remember me
Hope you're feeling bad for all you did to me
And I hope you lie there in your misery

Hey little girl, you never believe there's a ghost inside of you but it's hidden too deep
Hey little girl, you'd never imagine you get a little older you'll get abandoned
Hey little girl, you know smoking kills
You don't really care 'cause you love how it feels
Hey little girl, you're falling apart
You don't really care 'cause they broke your heart

Fighting for all that I've lost
It's my time to show who's boss
I've waited in the dark too long
I've got this now so just stay strong

Oh, you won't believe until I'm up on stage
You make me bleed when you don't get your way
Hope you're scared when you remember me
And I hope you lie there in your misery

Hey little girl, you never believe there's a ghost inside of you but it's hidden too deep
Hey little girl, you'd never imagine you get a little older you'll get abandoned
Hey little girl, you know smoking kills
You don't really care 'cause you love how it feels
Hey little girl, you're falling apart
You don't really care 'cause they broke your heart

Been in and out recovery
Remember when I could hardly breathe
Sat in front of mirrors
Thinking to myself can't get any clearer what I'm doing to myself

Been in and out recovery
I remember when I could hardly breathe
I sat in front of mirrors
Thinking to myself can't get any clearer what I'm doing to myself


Hey little girl, you never believe there's a ghost inside of you hidden too deep
Hey little girl, you'd never imagine you get a little older you'll get abandoned
Hey little girl, you know smoking kills
You don't really care 'cause you love how it feels
Hey little girl, you're falling apart
You don't really care 'cause they broke your heart

You don't really care 'cause they broke your heart

Hey little girl, you never believe there's a ghost inside of you hidden too deep
Hey little girl, you'd never imagine you get a little older you'll get abandoned

credits to: sophiemarie.b