Poem by me: Clarity

Laughing

Whispers in the dawn of night,   

Tiptoeing down the stairs in plight 

 Truth’s are told and secrets, shared.             Not that they ever even cared                                                                                      

Foolish child 

Mind so wild and full of fluff

Disillusionment, so ludicrous. h o W c o u l d   y o u?

They say

Why would you? 

Grief, guilt, enmity 

Holler into the linen of the cushion 

Till the screams die out, 

Fading into eventide, lost 

No one to blame but me 

And you

Words of disgust, mistrust 

Thrown through the perplexing maze inside my head

Daggers sharp enough to kill the dead

Adrift arrows haunting me,unable to escape

Me myself and I 

Barely afloat in this sea we call entity

Blended in to the abundance of falsity’s 

No longer can you differentiate  truth from deceit

Can barely haul myself out of this eerie tide

George Washington has lied

Has lied 

Has lied

Every new wound resurfacing floods of my past

Every new repentance contradicting the last

When will they ever learn?

Their fear of the veracious child of past years nevermore to return. 

A slither of doubt resurfacing 

Knowing, reminiscing 

The moments in between seeping into my future 

Finding me again after years of hiding

Reflecting their shadows

That harmed me so 

But only time can ever tell

And only I can chose my fate