I know I messed up [Vent poem]

[TW: Slight alcoholism]

You're angry at me for all the right reasons.

But the alcohol just went down my throat so easily,

and warmed my chest so nicely.

That type of warmth I hadn't felt in a such a long time,

and I just kept going when I should've stopped.

Now I'm shaking, and trembling on my words like a child in a winter cold helpless and alone.

I said I was sorry,

but you didn't believe me and think I don't love you anymore.

When I saw you today I could see the coldness in your eyes,

and the anger on your face.

It immediately started feeling like something wrapped around my chest and clogged my throat.

The tears started to fill my eyes like the nightmares have filled my head.

I know I messed up.

Thank you for reading!

I've just started poetry so it isn't the best and I would really appreciate any and all feed back.

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