today !

today has been not v good but also good. i thought my package that i was really exited for was coming today but turns out its not gonna come for another few weeks :(. my dad is taking my phone for a really long time and he’s really mad at me for getting sent to the mental hospital again. he wont let me go to the bathroom after i eat and i understand but maybe instead of forcing food down my throat, you actually try and talk to me about it. im also upset because i was making kandi while waiting for my bus and other kids at my stop started taking handfuls of my beads and throwing them down the drain. i was really exited for the bracelet too but i dont have enough beads and i dont have they money to order more. i also tried to get a higher dose or a change of medications when i was at the hospital because ive been on the same ones for a while and they havent done anything for me but the doctor just said i was fine and i couldnt get anything changed. other than that, today has been good because i got to listen to music and play roblox with my friend. im gonna try and get some money to maybe buy a cheap mp3 player off of amazon to listen to music in the mornings. anyways thats really it i hope you guys stay safe <3