Minecraft, mods, change, and off topic rambling

Minecraft is wild man, it's been the game I've always come back to, but I always find myself getting bored, even at the golden age I just!! Wow, singleplayer is not fun!! I like interacting with people ingame, but I'm also always too nervous to talk to anyone myself?? So I just end up in a corner waiting for someone to interact with me like an npc,,

I do like mods a lot though, very fun,, gives me little goals to do, which is!! Always fun.

I'm specifically talking about cooking and crafting mods, I like vanilla themed stuff, so just quests mods and overly complicated mods are!! not my thing!!

I found this cool flight mod though.. It gets me dizzy but oh my god it is INSANE how cool it is.. I felt like a bird, and also like throwing up

I'm thinking of starting an origins server, I know origins isn't at the peak it was a while ago, but it's still a really fun mod, I think talking to people in general is fun, building a group, stuff like that! it's so fun!! good way to meet new people!! 

Sort of considering maybe adding voice chat too? But I'm not sure, I don't speak english that well and I need better sound muffling in my room, even though it doesn't matter if my parents hear me speaking another language, it just, kind of makes me feel weird? It's like when you receive a compliment but you don't know how to take it so it turns into discomfort,,

Also on a kind of unrelated note, I got so angry at the updates!! For no reason!! I'm glad I'm happy with them now but when the nether update came out I was so salty!! So angry at the new disc, pigstep made me mad!! I guess I just.. Didn't like the change!! But now the new soundtracks and discs are my favorites, I don't like pigstep too much but it's still very much a nice song, and I appreciate the nether way more now!! I'm so excited to see what else will be added, I remember I was mad at the addition of copper because I thought they were gonna add copper pickaxes.. Which gets me tired because every mod that adds new ores adds those!! And I don't see the point to them..

BUT COPPER = NICE ROOFS AND SPYGLASS.. So my silly brain is happy

Man I love mooblooms

I wish I used this site more,, I added a few people and I want to talk to everyone but I!! Always feel like I'm bothering them, so I'm never the first to message, and whenever I do it's kind of hard to maintain a convo sometimes!!

being raised by the internet quickly converted me from extrovert to introvert