i'm craving motion

ew what is this? writer's block? it's the worst kind of block next to a random and unique kind of twitter block from your favorite fanfiction author (which totally did not happen).

whenever i get writer's block i usually read through people's public journals from 14-16 years ago- maybe pull out the book i've been neglecting for a week now- browse recommended books and leaf through one of them, only to put it back down because i keep getting distracted by the most random things like a notification or a loud noise from which i can't locate... or yeah, just read through people's public journals from 14-16 years ago because they're always interesting. i haven't been fancy-updating because i really don't have anything journal-worthy going for me, except for the email i received earlier this afternoon from a youth support worker regarding my referral for counseling. do i have to wait for a week before receiving a preliminary diagnosis?? it's probably not that bad considering it took them one day to notice my form.

life's alright, maybe even more than ok because i'm finally getting help, but i'm still a bit scared- i don't want to get my hopes up too high. i should try the sleep thing again hahaha, i'm trying out this new thing where i don't stay awake past 4am. i had to deal with a killer headache and short-lived grogginess earlier for downing two pills last night. oh insomnia, thou art a heartless bitch. you guys get some for me. sleep, that is.

real update soon, although it might take longer. check out this video for a few laughs. :] xo leaf