February 2022 Changed my Life Forever

Prosper? Hope?

Not harm me?

Did I misunderstand the scripture?

February 2022 forever changed my life, so did my love 💙 and so did Jesus.

February has ended. I didn't know if I wanted it to be March, so it wasn't February anymore.

Will I forever wish I could go back to February 15, 2022?

We planned out our future, and I wrapped up those 'plans' just as we had laid them out, so I thought.

The reality is that I don't know all the plans; I'm just a part of that plan.

Now, what?

Me and you, Jesus, what's next?

Thinking about a new month and setting new goals just seems off.

My forever future included us.

Now I am looking at the pages of the next day, next month, next second with a huge piece missing.

This is not at all how I had planned, because I was not the only one doing the planning.

I have walked the last 14 days defaulting to what feels normal in routine and inhabits we created together.

Today, I will do what feels different but feels normal.

At the end of each month, we prayed together over our "next," and we asked God for wisdom.

I will spend the day differently because forever will be different & difficult.

But I will spend the day doing the things that we did so well together.

So, here's my future

Lord, 🙏

My planner: fill the pages. Here's the pen. Keep writing my story.

Here's my heart keep all the pieces in the palm of your hand.

Here's my next step - Jesus, please keep walking beside me. I know you will never leave or forsake me.

I know my #heavenlyhunk is stoked about a new month in glory.

I'm standing on God's promises.

'For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope, and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11

I may always have unanswered questions.

It's easier to ask “Why?” Instead of “What are you teaching me?” Or “How can I use this part of my story to bring you glory?”

I have BIG questions, but we served, and I still serve a BIG God.

I would love to remind you as I'm reminding myself.

When we face the unknown, look to a God who everything is known & remember you are still part of his Biggest & Best plans. 💖👏

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