im sick

i feel like im sick.

not like flu or covid sick

but like

mentally sick

this is stupid

nobody is even gonna see this so whats the point

i feel like ive been lying to myself about getting better

nothing has gotten better

no matter how many times i tell people im better, im really not

i just want to stop everything

school, stress

living ?

idk lol

i keep having crazy dreams where either im dead or something else happens, either i do it to myself or someone i dont quite recognize does it