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TRIGGER WARNING AGAIN- HOMICIDAL/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS 😭

Bro yesterday was literally.. 

LITERALLY. 
HELL. 

Mood swings were intense as fuck, my boyfriend tried to kill himself, my best friend was going through shit. 
It got to the point that my anger was spiraling and it wouldnt stop. 
My mom was lecturing me about the stupidest shit, shes mad at me today too. I found out my brother was in Korea.

I don't fucking know how much more of it I can take
I promised my friend that I wouldn't go to anymore mental health hospitals as long as they don't get high everyday..
I'm gonna keep that promise because next time I will make sure I won't be breathing another breath in this shit hole. 


Fuck bro.. 
I just want to be happy, you know? 
What if my boyfriends cheating though.. Like this one girl he's talking to is literally breathtaking

I can't even talk to my friends about my problems because all they say is "sammeee😩😩"


It's so fucking hard too
When I came out as bisexual literally everyone has been questioning me or saying I'm faking it.. 😐
Like tf bitch? I didn't come out just for ppl to say "you're faking gay for the attention little brat.. "
Mf I don't even make it my personality.. And I'm not even gay.. -? 
I joke around with my friends saying "I'm gay" but like... "Joke".😐🤨


Not even gonna lie it pushes my buttons bc like I just wanted to get smth off my chest but ppl are coming at me left and right



It's not fair either.. I'm a literal minor having to experience this shit. People are so fucking immature about it too, like- " you're not trans! You're faking it!" (Sorry that was smth one of my friends ex told him-) 



Grow the fuck uppp



Anyways-

Yea. 
It's great. 😐👍


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