Feb 24th 2022

UGHHHH why is the world so CRAPPY???? >n< I hate this so much!! Russia and Ukraine just started a full on WAR, Texas made a law that makes illegal for teachers there not to out trans students and apparently parents of trans kids there can get arrested for CHILD ABUSE?????? Literally wtf is going on??? What in the world is wrong with the governor of Texas?! A lot that’s what! If you’re near Texas and have the ability to please help out this is getting out of control. And back to the literal war that’s raging, Russia is launching attacks on innocent civilians which I’m pretty sure is a war crime but nobody cares at this point bc its kinda to late to do anything about it. I’m barely religious but i will send thoughts and prayers to the family’s being separated because of the war. Not to mention I’ve been on the brink of relapse but I can’t talk to any of my closest friends about half the stuff that’s bothering me because it will trigger them too. the struggles of having relatable friends as a mentally ill person. About the dude I’m pretty sure i call them Hacker on here. She should be getting into legal double soon if authorities actually listen. One of my best friends I convinced to tell authorities about what Hacker did to them and I’m debating telling authorities what Hacker did to me but its not as bad as what they did to my friend. I think i will anyways though. I hope i do eventually i just need to figure out how. Especially because when I’m talking about something like this i tend to talk about it in a silly way to avoid the undeniable and understandable response gloom that surrounds it. I’m not sure why talking about serious stuff upsets me so much. It just does though. I think it may be something to do with how my parents raised me so I’m looking into possible reasons for it and how to cope. As a punk I’m not really excited about all the pigs id have to talk to about Hacker if i did tell them but i know with the current system there’s no changes i can make without authorities. I’m just really worried about everything and i think writing it down actually made it worse anyways I’m going to sleep. Goodnight. -Maddex